Eeeeep! Thank you!

Sex sex sex sex. But really, I hardly exercise at all right now I’m just way too busy so I’m aware of how much I eat and my active sex ;)

Tonight I am yes :] I had date night at the movies with my boy. <3

Clearly because I am a slut.

It’s actually rather cliche because it’s a love hate thing. I love roses because my dad was a rose farmer before he died and I hate milk like absolutely can’t stand it hate it and it represents reoccurring memories growing up.

I got it at lingerie superstore here in Arizona and honestly I wouldn’t recommend getting that corset I hated it and it’s awful to wear. :/

Negative 5.75 and Negative 6.25 in my eyes.

I wasn’t a disney princess :]

Omg really.

10 facts about my room. 1. The only light is one lamp and rose lights hanging. 2. I have my disney diploma with mickey ear hats hanging on my wall. 3. I have a tontonton of candles. 4. My furniture is black and my bedding is white. 5. I share my space with my boyfriend. <3 6. I have a dresser drawer filled with rave clothing. 7. I sleep with a fan on all the time and a disney fleece blanket. 8. My only dvds are disney and studio gibli films. 9. I have a board on my wall that only holds party tickets and disney park keys. 10. I go to sleep every night with the snuggles of my boy in my bed.

9 facts about my family. 1. I have 4 other siblings. 2. We are all adopted so none of us are related. 3. I am the only non blonde and blue eyed person in my family. 4. I am the only sibling in my family to go to college. 5. My dad died when I was 5 on my mothers birthday. 6. Me and my siblings did not have a good childhood. 7. I have an older and younger brother, a older and younger sister. 8. I haven’t met my real parents since I was adopted. 9. I have a ginormous family but after my dad died his side of the family stopped talking to us.

8 facts about my body, 1. I am 5”7 tall and I weigh 113lbs. 2. My eyes are chocolate brown and my natural hair color is dark brown that highlights in the summer. 3. I am legally blind when I don’t have contacts in or glasses on. 4. My body looks completely different naked. 5. I have my hips, septum and bellybutton pierced. 6. I have 3 tattoos. 7. I have bones that creek and crack because I don’t have enough calcium. 8. The part of my body I am post proud of are my boobs because they’re perfect and I’m allowed to be cocky because it’s my body and I like it.

7 facts about my childhood. 1. I traveled more than anyone else I know growing up. 2. I lost my dad from cancer growing up and the consequences from that affected my childhood. 3. The majority of my childhood I spent away from my family because I trained as a competitive horse rider. 4. I was very shy and didn’t make friends easy. 5. I didn’t have a good childhood and had to deal with CPS a lot. 6. I got made fun of at school because my dad died and because I was adopted. 7. I started doing drugs in 7th grade.

6 facts about my hometown. 1. My hometown is Big Bear Lake, Ca. 2. It is known as a ski resort/snow boarding town. 3. I don’t know much about it since I am adopted. 4. It’s called Big Bear because when it was founded it was swarmed by grizzly bears. 5. The lake is man made. 6. It’s your typical getaway touristy town with cheesy traditions its just cute.

5 facts about my best friend(s). 1. I keep my best friends selective short and sweet, they’re Luke my boyfriend and Jessica Kientz my roommate. 2. I met Luke through Kientz one night at the movies. 3. I met Kientz through raving back in 2008. 4. Kientz is a ginger skinny twig Gemini <3. 5. Luke is my amazing other half boyfriend Sagittarius. <3 I love them both more than anything but I don’t know how to show them really.

4 facts about my parents. I’ll do my adoptive ones. 1. My dad died when he was 39 years old of cancer on my mothers birthday. 2. My mother and I are very close now after the past I’ve had with her that wasn’t good. 3. Even though I’m adopted everyone says I look and act like my dad. 4. If you ever knew soulmates you knew without a doubt would always be together, that’s my parents and the fact my mom found a way to live after my dad died after adopting 5 kids together makes me believe she’s the strongest person I’ve ever known.

3 facts about my personality. 1. The only person who truly gets my personality is Luke, I may seem mean and unhappy or unfriendly whereas I have been conditioned to not trust people after being physically hurt by most of them I did trust when I really just want so badly to be the nicest sweetest person in the world but I’m just too cautious and it’s easier to keep closed. 2. I am probably the most secretive person you will ever know of. 3. Most of all of me is kept inside me and most of everyone in my life will never know me and it makes me so sad but I just can’t let go of my defenses.

2 facts about my favorite things. 1. I love disney for what it stands for, the hope and happiness it brings anyone in the world who needs it and it’s never let me down. 2. I love whatever can lift my worries and anything holding down my shoulders for the reason that without something like that I just don’t know how to relax or let go of things, it can be traveling, being in the car, a song, looking at my boyfriend, laughing, anything.

1 fact about the person I like. 1. He is my boyfriend <3 I love him despite the hardships it never doesn’t seem worth it to keep going, I will always keep going because he’s the only one I could ever seen that I would have everything with.